| Merry Christmas!!!!! |
[25 Dec 2006|10:06am] |
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Merry Christmas everyone...hope you all have a fabulous Christmas with all of your friends and family!!! :)
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[15 Oct 2006|08:15pm] |
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Well the Auction/fundraiser went ok...
except for the fact that I had a horrible cold. I mean really just to go I had to take massive amounts of cold medicine. And I wasn't really looking fabulous because I was too sick to care but I at least attempted to blow dry my hair, though it came out funky, and I slapped on some makeup.
I ended up wearing the second dress. Sorry to all of you who liked the first dress, but in person that dress made me look a bit...umm shall we say pregnant...and after the week before when someone asked if I was pregnant I just couldn't risk having it happen again! Craig's mom really liked it, she said it was really french? Which apparently was good since the theme of the fundraiser had something to do with france... Anyway before hand we went to friends of his parents then we went to the auction.
There was a silent auction, raffles, then this main auction. Little did I know I would have to help sell raffle tickets for this necklace. Craig's mom was signed up to do it and asked if I would help and how could I say no. So basically I wore this necklace they were raffling off and held a basket with the tickets and carried a bottle of champagne (you got a glass with each ticket you bought).
We only worked for an hour but went through 3 bottles of champagne so I think we did ok. And other then one or two people asking if I was for sale (ummm yeah its a charity auction at a catholic school, but yeah I am for sale asshole). Oh yeah and one creepy guy was talking to me and then asked if Sally (my mother in law) was my sister...lol...so I guess he was hitting on her then not really me, or maybe both of us, I dunno but he was creepy.
And the amount people were spending on the auction items was insane! We left before it was over (it was already quarter till 11 and we had 45 mins to drive home). And today I have done nothing which is good because I need rest, having to go out and be social when you are sick takes alot of effort.
Ugh this week I really need to start working out again, I am in awful shape, I am lethargic, I feel gross, my clothes don't fit. Hopefully I can get back on track. For awhile I was doing so well. I am just so tired after work that I don't feel like it but I guess I really just need to force myself to do it. And I am looking into buying an elliptical to have at home which will make things much easier.
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| Found two dresses... |
[12 Oct 2006|10:51pm] |
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Now I need your help to decide which one to wear. I like both of them for different reasons but I don't want tor write about why because I just want people's honest opinons...
( ????????? )
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| New Haircut and Color! |
[03 Sep 2006|09:52am] |

Ok just look at the hair not my face because I was actually sick and not feeling (or looking) my best!
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| Congrats to Tom and Christi! |
[27 Jul 2006|08:49pm] |
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It's a girl 6 pounds 2 ounces 20 in long! I was in the room (holding my friend's leg) when the baby was born. It was amazing! I can't believe I was actually there when she was born! Whew its been a long day I am going to relax I will leave you with a picture!
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| Careful what you wish for... |
[24 Jul 2006|07:31pm] |
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So I have been hoping and hoping to get the recruitment job, now I have it and I don't know if I want it. It is going to be a highly scruitinized position. And me and Dr. A are not on the best terms right now I do not know if I can handle it. I am going to give it a try since (originally) it sounded like something I really would enjoy.
But if I am going to have someone constantly over my shoulder, telling me everything I am doing is wrong or not good enough then I will not be able to handle it. In fact we are having a book keeper/admin asst. come in tomorrow for me to train her what I am currently doing and Dr. A asked if I was done catching up the book keeping. I told him yes I was except for a few corrections the accountant wants me to do.
And I said that the accountant was supposed to review the spreadsheets and tell me if everything is ok and he still hasn't (well actually he (accountant) found two mistakes that were pretty much unavoidable and told me then I said I would fix it and he insisted on making Rachel basically my manager know about it. I told her it was something I had no way of knowing till it came up and she understood, but I am fire pissed, if I say I am going to fix something I will don't go over my head about it and treat me like I am stupid. I have never done book keeping before and I am trying as hard as I can). And Dr. A said that I had better have everything caught up for this woman to come in and that I should work nights, weekends, etc. if neccesary.
Seriously fuck that. I have a life. I am not trying to be a CEO, I am not in a high power job, I am not even paid that much. I refuse to give up my life. Its so aggravating. And thanks jerk for two weeks I have been comming in to work a few hours early, but I guess he wouldn't know that because he doesn't come strolling in till after 9.
And I get you want people to work hard, but where is my incentive to work my whole weekend away. Is it in the poor treatment? Will I get more money? A bonus? NO! And yeah him and the other doctor work very hard, but its their money if the business thrives so does their pocket book. Not mine. UGH!
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| Awful day... |
[19 Jul 2006|11:13pm] |
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I was in an awful mood all day, this morning I felt like I could break down and cry at any minute. And yeah I was at work which is stressful but nothing (besides the usual) happened so I don't know what my deal is. I just need to find a new job that I enjoy.
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[06 Jul 2006|08:12pm] |
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Hey I have that wedding in Chicago this weekend, I have a dress I want to wear but I am not sure if its appropriate and if it looks good...please let me know what you think...
( Pics under the cut )
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| Yikes... |
[25 Jun 2006|10:09pm] |
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I really do not want to go to work tomorrow at all. Especially after all that has happened regarding work. But alas I feel I ought to go back. They said to take all the time I need but the longer I wait to go back the harder it will be.
In other news I am starting to look for a tattoo, I have wanted one for a long time but can never find the perfect one. Here I found one that I really like.

Oh and all my wedding and honeymoon pictures (well the ones we have so far from friends and family, we have our professional pics back but just the proofs so they aren't up yet) can be found at www.slusherspot.com. Well I ought to get to sleep soon...or at least pretend I am going to even though I am miserable.
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[24 Jun 2006|05:41pm] |
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I feel like crap today. I just feel really down and depressed, I feel like I look like crap and I feel lazy. But instead of exercising or doing something useful I am going to sit on my butt and eat ice cream.
Oh yeah and they fired the one lady from work (still not sure if she knows they sent her a letter) while she was in the hospital. Yay they send her flowers and fired her, how fucking nice. The reason they gave was there is not enough work for her, but then in the same letter Nazima (who fired her) said she had some areas Joanne could improve in, all of which were horribly offensive (like saying she was a gossip and etc.)).
Oh and the kicker Nazima told another employee that she prayed for her (fired co-worker) to get sick for 3 weeks,and now that she did she feels that she is justified and that she is right that this girl was evil. Yay thats who I work for. Makes me wonder how many times she has prayed for me (she really dislikes me) or other's to get sick.
I am so aggravated and sick of the lying. And I got flowers too (from my office on fri) now I am afraid that they are going to fire me, maybe getting flowers is a sign that you are fired, because they were for my friend/co-worker.
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| Why my grandparents should not have a cell phone... |
[12 Jun 2006|09:29pm] |
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So the other day I am talking to my grandparents on the phone getting directions to my cousin's graduation party (the directions are an entirely different story). So my grandpa says he wants to give me their cell phone number in case I get lost. And here we are...
Me: Ok whats the number
Him: Pause
Him: Hold on I don't know it off hand
Me: Ok why don't you just call me from it then I will have the number because I have caller id
Him: No we have it written down, (then yells for my grandma to find it)
Me: Are you sure, you could just call me:
Him: No
Long Pause, more yelling for my grandma
Him: (says the number) and then says he wants me to call him to make sure its the right number and that it works.
Me:ok you have the phone with you
Him: Its in my hand
so I call and get no answer so I leave a message because I was getting ready to go shopping and didn't feel like trying back. Now the voicemail does not say their name so I wasn't sure if I had it right. On the way to the gargage my phone rings, and its from my grandparents house...
Me: Hello
Him: The phone battery was dead, but I plugged it in now.
Me: But you got my message right?
Him: Yes
Me: ok so I have the right number and it works.
Him: Hang up with me and call the cell phone
Me: but we know it works and I have the number
Him: Just call the cellphone I want to make sure it works...
Lol so finally I did but sheesh, he is too funny. Though I am lucky he can even work the phone (my mom routinely has trouble retrieving her voicemail) I mean he is the person who calls the remote control for the tv "the magic box"
Anywho really crappy day at work, and I still have awful cramps and feel a little sick to my stomach, yay for mondays...
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[11 Jun 2006|08:43pm] |
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Work is hideous and I am really dreading going in tomorrow. They are training me to do bookeeping and other financial stuff and the guy who is training me might know what he is doing but he is a lousy teacher. Not to mention this financial stuff is very boring and does not interest me in the slightest. I really need to figure something else out.
Oh yeah and tonight I have really awful cramps, super fun, can't wait to go to work tomorrow. I had a reallyl nice weekend though so that was nice. On Friday we went out to eat with my in-laws (well all except Craig's dad because he is in China right now). It was nice, then yesterday we went to my cousin Abby's graduation party. Then today we spent a lazy day at home, and I read a book (Craig's mom gave me a whole bunch of books because she is in a book club and now has all these books that she already read).
What I really need to be doing is finding a new job but its so hard because during my rare free moments I don't want to do more work. Ahh well I guess I am going to have to look harder or I am going to continue to be completely miserable.
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| Ahahaha! |
[09 Jun 2006|07:40am] |
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So yeah on wed I was in a commercial for work. I was told that I would be in the background which is why I (reluctantly) agreed to do it. Then I go in there and had to pretend to cry and all this other junk. Now that wouldn't have been so bad except the doctor kept cracking jokes so instead of crying I was laughing. It is going to look so silly. Hopefully it will not be shown on any time and/or any station that people I know watch. Oh well off to work...boo...but at least its friday...yay Happy Friday!
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| Ugh... |
[05 Jun 2006|09:56pm] |
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so much to update on and I always mean to do it, but then I don't and later it just doesn't seem important to write about. I am so bored with work, they are going to train me to do some book-keeping type stuff but really I don't know it just doesn't feel like something I want to do.
I am going to strangle my photographer from the wedding if we don't get to see the pictures soon. Craig had emailed her and she said that she had the proofs but was waiting for our proof book to come in, but that she would maybe try to send us some sort of sample. That was a week ago, she sent us nothing so far, and seriously I will look at them with out a proof book.
My grandma called to tell me she got some pics printed for me, and that she "hasn't received a thank you card yet" (we have the cards done, just have to finish addressing and send out), and that I should go to my cousin Abby's graduation party (an hour plus away). So basically she called to nag me, she never does this crap to my brother or uncle only me or my mom. I mean I was thinking about going to Abby's party but I don't want to be guilted into it.
And I have been feeling queasy, not like I am going to throw up at any moment, but just sort of always there. It better go way soon. I am also super exhausted (maybe thats why I feel queasy). Well tomorrow I have to meet with an accountant to learn book-keeping yippeee can't wait. So I better wrap this up and get some sleep, I mean I already suck at math I don't need to be half asleep also!
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| Weekend... |
[29 May 2006|10:18pm] |
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I had a nice (but busy) weekend. Friday went out with Cilla to get things for Christi's shower, then met Christi (who broke her ankle) and Tom for dinner. Drove back to Lakewood, made some food, got up early prepared more food. Then went to Christi's to set up for the shower. It went pretty well. Didn't get home till 9:30. Then went to bed woke up, went to my dad's and went to my dad's property. We had lots of fun we went 4-wheeling! Then didn't get home till late. Then today me and Craig wrote our thank you cards and tried not to sweat to death. (our airconditioner is not in yet).
Here are some pics...
Bob and Mike
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[25 May 2006|09:41pm] |
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Work is going to drive me nuts. Today was actually a so-so day there too (which is about as good as it gets there), but the other doctor is back there is more chaos involving what I am actually supposed to be doing. Oh well I know this will come back to bite me in the ass, but for now all I can do is go with it. I am being told different things by different people so what can I really do.
Saturday is Christi's baby shower so tomorrow Cilla and I have to go shopping after work (for plates and such) and I have to make some food and such. Found out Christi will be induced to have the baby in 6 weeks if she doesn't go into labor before then. I am so excited! :)
Oh and for the record I love being married, so far its been great! :) Well off to get some things done then go to sleep and here's hoping tomorrow goes really quickly! :)
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| Thank you Manda!! |
[17 May 2006|09:56pm] |
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Yay Manda latinaxbonita made me new user icons! But boo lj wouldn't let me upload one. Anyway had a sucky day. I was so tired all day. I am not very happy with work...surprise surprise. Then tonight I found out something really sad that I really already knew about but it wasn't confirmed till tonight. Anyway I thought I was ok but then I got off the phone and broke down.
I really do not want to go to work tomorrow (and it will be a long night because we have my brother's graduation ceremony to go to right after work and those tend to be very long and his group is like the last to go). Some good news we went to Craig's sister's talent show (which was one of the reasons I was tired because we didn't get home and to sleep until late), and she did an amazing job. She sung Jesus take the wheel, and wow I didn't know she could sing so well I had never heard her sing before.
Well I am off to dream of a wonderful new job...hopefully it will come true!
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